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By Sherry, December 28, 2008 10:06 am

I noticed I never write about my trips. Or my family. Or my friends. Or what I actually do when I’m out/in.

I don’t post all those pictures I had taken. I don’t write about events that I go for. I don’t write in complete sentences, usually leaving my readers even more clueless after the post. I’m sorry if I made anyone’s hair fall out due to frustration. But you really shouldn’t stress over the little things. Like me.

I don’t update regularly. I don’t post pictures. I don’t write crap - much. Or even if i do, at least they’re in English. Not that I could write Chinese even if I wanted to. Or Tamil. Or hieroglyphs. Although that would be so cool.

I think a lot. But sometimes, I think to the point where I don’t know what I’m thinking.

I think I’m short, yet I do love my figure. You can call it vanity.
I think I’m charmingly annoying at times. Or perhaps merely annoying mostly.
I think I’m such a genius that I used to fail maths. And science. Darn.
I think I’m lucky sometimes. Especially when I actually manage to stay alive for an entire game in CS.
I think I’m cool. So cool I froze.

Sometimes when I couldn’t sleep, I wonder who I am? What makes me, me?

Good thing I’m so self obsessed, that no matter what happens, I’ll still love myself.

♥♥♥

And then I wondered, do you know who you are?

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By Sherry, December 25, 2008 8:54 am

Merry Christmas & A Happy New Year

Here’s a little advice for those midnight soirées and celebrations (trust me - I’ve been there, done that):-

Firstly, if possible, do not get pissed drunk unless its for that express reason that you’re there - or if you really had to, please, PLEASE do not drive. You’d probably end up scaring your passenger who might be unfortunately, not as pissed drunk as you.

Secondly, do not get pissed drunk only to make out with some girl, and then call up a friend of the girl the next morning afternoon evening to complain that she wouldn’t leave you alone. Its really bad manners.

Thirdly, do not get pissed drunk alone. You’d probably end up waking to find horridly embarrassing pictures of yourself in stupid poses - especially if you have sadistic friends like me. Get everyone else drunk with you and hopefully, they’ll pass out before you do. It’s safer this way.

Fourthly, in the later hours after the remains of the party has been leveled to  retards  walking around in zombie-like manner, its best to carry around  some form of body armor (a tray would do just fine) just in case you meet some freakish ghoul in the hallways looking for someone something they can puke into.

Fifthly, camwhoring after heavy drinking with bloodshot eyes is not a good idea. Especially when you are using other people’s camera and you have no way of editing it before the world gets to it.

Finally, live the moment. It’s a good time to be with people you care for, or even if you’d rather be alone, do NOT go to bed at 9pm complaining of headaches no matter what the reasons only to wake up grumbling at midnight when the sounds and sights of fireworks lighten the sky.

p.s- HAVE FUN WELCOMING 2009!

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By Sherry, December 16, 2008 3:42 am

Have you ever reached a part in your life, where there stands a crossroad of sorts with multiple paths leading, beckoning and taunting, to walk into the hazy path.

Have you ever felt like you were on track, determined and sure, only to have the ground pulled out beneath your feet, leaving you lost.

Have you ever wondered what its like, if only you had made that one tiny seemingly inconsequential decision, that could have changed what-was and what-could-have-been.

Can you make the choice, knowing you’d bring down ruin on what you have worked so hard for, and yet giving freedom to those to cared for.

Can you set free what you hold dear, with no expectations of rewards, giving your all, leaving you bereft, with no dreams of return.

I don’t regret my decisions, my choice. I made a mistake, hoping that I just might be right, taking a chance, yet failing in perhaps overestimating your capabilities. The blame is mine, yet I can’t but help to hope, that you’d do okay. Maybe its better for you this way.

Am I emo? Perhaps.

I go through everyday motions, hoping to feel, to know, to remember.

I feel lost akin to being adrift in a wide ocean, seeing no land in sight. A mere compass would give no peace of heart anymore. I want to remember the feel of solid ground, to breathe the fresh air, to see with clarity the colours surrounding me. The temptation of letting go, hoping perhaps to soar, after plunging into the deep dark unknowns.

Perhaps its time to look at things from a new perspective.

Forgive me. Shrugging off the past is more difficult than I expected.
Perhaps I was weaker than I thought.

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By Sherry, December 9, 2008 12:09 am

sherrymint is going on a

Short Hiatus

for meditation and self-examination

and because i suspect someone sabotaged my computer with the help of a stinking cat - with an evil laugh ala green eyed dude’s cat in Bolt - just so i would spend less time on ‘nonsense’ and chatting with virtual people through stupid games and so that i could spend more money going out, thus benefiting all those crazy shopowners out there with my unneccessary expenditures. hmph. ITS A CONSPIRACY AGAINST ME I TELL YOU!!! ugh. at least maybe, just maybe my skin would get better since i heard something about UV lights or something if you stare at the computer for too long? not that i actually stare, since i hv to look at the keyboard every so often since im not that good at typing, unlike some ppl.. well, nevermind, i shall try not to bore you, therefore we shall stick to the official excuse of not updating: because my computer crashed

i’m a genius ain’t i?

p.s sorry for all unanswered mail and un-replied comments. will get to it as soon as i can. believe me, its not like i want it this to happen either. meanwhile, have a good week everyone :-)