ignore.
I can’t help it.
Once again, i’m staring at the screen, wondering where the hell did i go wrong. Just one short moment of self-pity, one simple outburst of tears. Emotions come flowing out. Am I to allow myself this brief respite?
I’m not complaining. Indeed, I find life is even better than it was. So why the drama?
Listening, talking to those whom i held close, watching them going forward. Knowing they’ve moved on, losing past innocence. I feel envious, a slight raw anger followed by a slight tint of misery. All around me, I see them people, happily waving, arms entwined. Its an indulgence, i sorely miss.
But you know what? You can’t begrudge a girl for craving the comfort she used to have.
Merely a moment’s musings. Ignore.
Life goes on. And that is all that matters.