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my little assassin
I can’t help it. The feeling of tense negativity vibrates with each eye contact. The emotions of anger, hostility and contempt refuse to fade. It used to be anger, but contempt is now even more dominant. Yet who am I to judge? Perhaps its too early, and time will make it go away.
It’s a good thing I have a distraction. C=
It’s been quite some time. Nevermind that you’ve had more experience. Nevermind that all i’ll ever be is your kid sister. Nevermind that I’m considered barely legal. But you know me, and I know such things isn’t measured by years. I’ve watched those that I care walk through the paces in life. Just the past 2 years alone, I’ve seen so much. Some survived, prospered. Some wind down the lane, never heard of but a short glimpse when the wind passes. And some.. well some are starting down an unlit path.
“So what?!” they say. “It’s not your business.” I’ve heard. Fair enough. It isn’t.
So why does it hurt when I watch you from a far? Trying not to care, trying not to know, still it breaks. Turn back time I will, if i could, to when it was that you still want me. Do I sound emo? Possibly. Don’t worry, its not an old flame. Not that you’d know.
You once told me never to despair for I am lucky to have people like you in my life.
You said you’d always be there, through rain or shine.
You said to never fear the world, for you’ll be right there behind me.
You bought me ice-cream when I learned to forgive.
You gave me chocolate when I learned to love, to like, to enjoy life wholeheartedly.
You made me smile and laugh.
You made the world go round.
Let it be my turn.
Talk to me.
Smile for me.
Remember what you used to say
My turn to now. So.. “No sad. I mad. Okay? :)”
I want the sun to shine for you again.
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less travelled by,
And that has made all the difference.
Looking back on some of the roads I’ve taken, all I can say is:
“Sometimes the road less travelled is less travelled for a reason.”
Received this in an e-mail and its just something i absolutely HAVE to post up…
Question: This is a picture of a table up for sale.
How do you know the table is sold by a man?
just another classic..
*read the comments to find out if you can’t spot the answer :P
Random Nonsense
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ebay, epic fail, man, table
I MISS MY PHOTOSHOP!!! *wuuuuuuu T_________T*
A picture from ages ago.
love it just because my legs look so awesomely long… :P
That’s the reason you have not been seeing photo’s here lately other than the fact that I haven’t taken any *ahem*. I’m sorry for being reclusive, but I super tak tahan with my cacat photography skills lor! Not to mention the fact that I’m super vain (although there is no way I can compete with the *cough cough* ‘leng zhai’ *cough* downstairs) and no way am I letting pictures of me looking my very worse without proper foundation and eyebags go online.
Let me tell you a little grandma story: I was so bored the other day, staring into space, wondering what to do (I don’t count assignment as something to do, it’s more of a ‘have to do’ which I hate, but then again, who doesn’t. But i digress..) and i came up with the absolutely GENIUS idea of camwhoring. Not that I did much of it - got bored after like.. erm.. 3 shots? Sorry you professional camwhores. I know you’re uber dissappointed in me, by my lack of dedication to whats considered and essential chickblog skill (oh wait, is this even a chickblog??).
Well, as I was saying, normally I would have been more than happy to release those oh-so-cute *gag* pictures of me (NOT!) but there is no way I could ever inflict such cuteness into you without first toning it down with photoshop right??! I mean, I’m so totally awesome you’d go blind with admiration and then what if you start stalking me????!*ahem*
Okay, back to the topic before I fall head over heels in love with myself (AGAIN!).
I see my goals.
I am focused!
I am confident!
I am assertive!
I will achive my goals!
I will reach for the stars!
WUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
So till then, be patient. Cheers. Bye. ^^
ps. Sugar overload. Sorry.
pps. Journal due friday and essay due monday. And I’m here still procrastinating. I’m so freaking awesome I proclaim myself my new hero. All hail ME!!!
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