Inconsequential matters of the heart.
It’s been quite some time. Nevermind that you’ve had more experience. Nevermind that all i’ll ever be is your kid sister. Nevermind that I’m considered barely legal. But you know me, and I know such things isn’t measured by years. I’ve watched those that I care walk through the paces in life. Just the past 2 years alone, I’ve seen so much. Some survived, prospered. Some wind down the lane, never heard of but a short glimpse when the wind passes. And some.. well some are starting down an unlit path.
“So what?!” they say. “It’s not your business.” I’ve heard. Fair enough. It isn’t.
So why does it hurt when I watch you from a far? Trying not to care, trying not to know, still it breaks. Turn back time I will, if i could, to when it was that you still want me. Do I sound emo? Possibly. Don’t worry, its not an old flame. Not that you’d know.
You once told me never to despair for I am lucky to have people like you in my life.
You said you’d always be there, through rain or shine.
You said to never fear the world, for you’ll be right there behind me.
You bought me ice-cream when I learned to forgive.
You gave me chocolate when I learned to love, to like, to enjoy life wholeheartedly.
You made me smile and laugh.
You made the world go round.
Let it be my turn.
Talk to me.
Smile for me.
Remember what you used to say
My turn to now. So.. “No sad. I mad. Okay? :)”
I want the sun to shine for you again.
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