A cup of java…
I don’t know what I’m thinking. I just feel as if everything is going past in a sudden blur of movement. Its as if everyone was charging on ahead, aware of their decisions, making the most of what life has to offer - and then, I looked at myself, and realized that I’m just a passive observer on the sidelines. Miserable ain’t it?
i know what you’re all thinking, and no, I’m not emo (much). Whatever I type out here wouldn’t sound right in the head anyways. Its all merely a jumbled mess of words - perhaps a slight reflection to my state of mind. Now, I told you not to worry didn’t I? Well, seeing as I’m the god damned smartass as some have called me, you really should listen to me.
Shit, okay so now I’m turning into a crackpot. Maybe its better if you all ignore me.
Yeah. I’m leaving in self-denial in addition to wallowing in self-pity. So sue me.
On a more serious note, who am I kidding anyway? I can’t afford a lawyer.